"I like you beyond really really like..how"

"Nothing can last forever".. cliche?..

music in tune =

Sudah - Nidji

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JudGeMENTAL...

Its RamadHan already..

A month where every muslims

around the world acknowledge their religion.

I repeat

A month where every muslims

around the world acknowledge their religion.

I don't understand why some people get so pissed

and shouting at others being hypocrites when they (the hypocrites) seized to commit sins during ramadhan.

WE can't decide who's right or who's wrong..

Atleast they respect their religion, no matter how bad they are during other months..

never condemned others when you yourself can be condemned..

So far...

Life is pretty much interesting in my point of view.. So far in my process of living,
i've lost 2 of my best buddy anyone could've ever asked for. It sucks when i come to think about it. And i can't do anything about it. Perhaps im just too embarrased when they do absolutely anything and everything for you and i can't give anything in return. A slight misunderstanding, there goes the bridge we built. I didnt mean to be rude nor did i tend to. Note, theres always 2 sides of a story.

Life goes on..so did you(s) ..

so can i..

I'm doing just alright thus far. :)

When things goes wrong..

It's only normal for me to feel useless at times when i tried my best to be useful. I could look back and think, was it enough ? or was i being complacent and ignorant?. Certainly i've not been selfish..(i would've been rich if i do)..sorry bad joke..

I'm helpless in terms of cash.. yes everybody in this world would go nuts without em' papers..But im happy with the minimum amount i receive everyday..prolly worth a can of coke in a club.
As i grow older, my expenses are growing mad as well.. Pushing me right at the corner where i can't help but to cry.. how can i provide for others if i cant provide for myself ?.. the only thing i can offer though is my undying support..but if that fail as well, im nothing...for now...

i hate to admit it but i guess you're right..what else in me that you need?.. you don't..
you are at your zenith in life where stability and money talks.. i don't blame you for what you did..i have only myself to blame..

Here's a freestyle for you.. :

I took a step back

i was so laid back
all the problems in the world starting to stack
i may seem happy but reality check

Nothing seems right when you gone missin'
what do i need what am i lack-in'?
caresness for you is starting to shake in
all the fears that i had starting to run in
in my thoughts i hope its just a bad dream

i hope its just a bad dream

i hope its just a bad dream.....

A month Doing "Absolutely Nothing"

My idea of having a good semester break is just to chill by the beach and just enjoy the moment of having nothing to do.

But before i even start planning on where to go and what to do, There's a lot to be done at home.
Which some of you might know the exact condition of mi casa, for those who don't, It's like a few hurricane drop by and the rest you can imagine.

I need a Break.

i need to start learning how to break bricks again..if not..wooden board will do..

i need to start searching for the toad that got stuck in my throat..so i could sing again..

I need to be more responsible..so ill be ready... if i knock up someone. ..haha..

Cursed.

There will always be a debate on being brought up in a Malaysian-mindset family. Is it good or ..?.

In my theory, most Malaysian family will try to keep their family together as long as they can. And this will go on and on, from generation to another. I agree with this concept though, That togetherness is the strongest asset in a family. 

Now, the problem is that, most of the parents in malaysia tend to use their Veto power against their children. I'm not talking about underage (18years and below) children. I'm specifically referreing to 20 years old and above son/daughter. 

As a Malaysian child, I know how they respect their elderly, even minor sense of respect, whatever they say will affect us in one way or another. Eventhough most of the time we argue or we rebel but all we ever wanted is to show our worthiness to them. 

As for the parents. They should not be too involve in their grown up child. Let them feel of being alive and learn how to pick themselves up. Isn't that what life is all about? make mistake, Learn from it. I know they are trying their best to help, but not too much please. 

It will cast a doubt in a child, Are they capable of taking care of themselves?
how are we ever going to progress to be a responsible adult?

You decide. 

Reminisce...

Canned heat?

I've never consider myself as an F1 fan but growing up in a ferrarri-lover-family, ive learnt to accept.. That the sound of a ferrarri engine is effin' amazing man. haha..

How was F1 sepang this year?.. It was pretty good actually. eventhough malaysia produced what it produce best and the race was called off, the after party was worth it. Having to see JamiQ performed live energetically even at the age of 40! crazy shit. i thought he's like early 30's or something.

But thats not the point.

The whole day wouldnt be as fun if i went there without you.Sabby baby :)